Flowers feed the souls .

It's complicated . Too complicated I must say . I don't know what else to do to fix this up . I know I'm being too over protective about my past . I just don't want you to get burden by my past , that's why i've hesitated to tell you the truth at the first place . I'm so sorry , really am . If only I could turn back time , I'll fix all these mess .

Sister is someone who is caring & sharing.

Sister can understand things you never said.
She can understand pain which is not visible to anyone.

Through the years ,

I've shared so much with you ,
Both bitter n sweet ,

You've been such a comfort ,
To me helping me in every way ,

And all I wanna say today is ,
Sis I treasure you close to my heart .

Sister , please hold my hand ,
Because without you , I can't stand ,
For we were put on this earth for a reason ,
To go through every good and bad season .

God sent us to be sisters ,
So we can be best of friends ,
To be there for one another ,
Even when there is pain .

Hold On Tight , Let's Take A Ride .

It's been so long since I'd updated my blog :P

Miss me dear readers ? :S

Oh let's talk about my weekend . Hehe . Yesterday , I woke up at 1 p.m , rush rush , and STRAIGHT to KL . Damn , still feeling sleepy . zzzz . Then we went to Capsquare , KL . My parents and my aunts plus uncles went for a meeting there . So they left me and Aiman outside . Aiman and I was so damn bored , so we decided to take a stroll around capsquare by ourselves . Haha . We went to Starbucks Coffee , chillax chillax . Then , I asked Aiman to follow me buy a birthday card for Amalina Halim , since her birthday is around the corner . Woots ! :) Ouh , then we went all way up to met the others . Later , we went to my aunt's friend's restaurant . It's the BOMB ! The restaurant's name is " Thai -La " . I know it sounds weird but the foods are mouth-watering ! Deliciousss ! Try it . You'll love it :) We wait for my aunt's friend to come which is the owner . His name is Zaki , but I call him Tok Ki . He's 60 years old but still looking good ! :P Like seriously . Awet mudaaaa :O He is so friendly . Nice to have a talk with him :) Okey , that's it for my Saturday . It's time for my Sunday ! Haha .

Today , woke up at 8 a.m. and rush rush to Ikea . Had my breakfast there . Ikea's curry puff is simply delightful ! :) Later , bought some cool stuffs there . And straight to The Curve , bought something that smells good *guess by yourselves* haha :) Then , went to grab our lunch at Pizza Hut . Then went home . And so , i end up here :P

Take care dear readers , xoxo

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Ouh myyy ,

How could you A.

I'm trying to hate you but I can't ,

Because I love you .

You know that i need you but why you left me ?

Why ? Why ? Y ? Y ?

I thought we're happy together .

But why you have to choose others instead of me ?

Why ? Why ? Y ? Y ?

Am I not as important as "she" does ?

Why her ? Why my own friend ? Y ? Y ?

Isn't it unfair ?

Please explain it to me .

I need to know the truth .

I'm trying to hate you but I just can't .

Everything I see reminds me of you .

I can't even forget a single thing about you .

The wayy you smile , it pounds my heart .

The wayy you talk , it got me hypnotized .

The wayy you laugh , it got me craze .

Is this lovestruck ? Because I can't think anything but youu .

Just you , A .

Haishh .

Loving you is easy but letting you go is hard .

Please help me with this , A .

Get me out of this maze .

Without you , I'm lost .

Please guide me A .

I love you A , always been .

Hello Dear Readers . Since I don't know what to blog about , I'll post about my nephew , Eisra Eskandar ♥

Endless Joy

Eisra with his uncles and daddy by the beach at Penang . So sad of us because we don't have the time to stop by to this beach side like Eisra and the others did .

Eisra and his mummy *kak weed* at Coffee Beans , Queensbay , Penang . Went to Penang with Eisra was adventurous .

Rockstar Wanna Be Huh ?

He's on his way to rumak mak tok . Based on his mother *kak weed* , she told us that , on all the wayyy to mak tok's house , Eisra kept singing Balik Kampung song . Cute huh ? :)

New Year , New Age .

His wearing Red Quicksilver's Tee on his 2th Birthday . The theme was Cars because Eisra loves watching Cars the movie especially when Lightning McQueen's on racing tracks . Not to mention , he also love Kungfu Panda .

P/S : There are lots of other pictures , I'll upload again later . Take care dear readers , xoxo .

no PAIN no GAIN .

Today i didn't go to school . Curse you period pain ! Damnn . I can't even move an inch when i woke up . Shit . Hell hurts . Can't even sleep . What else to do . I ate a panadol since headache strikes to . What a bad day to start out with . Then , here i am blogging , maybe later i'll do my add maths and mod maths homeworks . Haha . Okayyy , that's it for today . I'm off to watch Monster Inc. and Dibo the Gift Dragon :) Take care readers , xoxo .

butterfingers are ALL over again .

Yesterday i almost have a stroke . Know why , because i've accidentally dropped my iPod . I was sooo damnn scared to even go check it out . I walk here and there , then baru pegi check . Hahaa . Luckily my iPod is still in a good condition . Thank God , because it's my 32GB of life ! :)

p/s : I know this post is soo boring ! I donno what else to update . Till i get new ideasss , take care dear readers , xoxo .

time flies when we had FUN .

I've never updated my blog since emmm forever ? hahaha :D

Let's just took a peek for my last whole fabtabulous week !

Saturday :

Went to my aunt's at Subang Jaya . Sat there for one whole day , later that evening , my cousins ask me to join them to take a stroll but I've insisted . I've when to Subang Parade with my father instead . Yelah , to be specific , you want to shopping around till you drop , you should bring someone with tons of ' greens ' right ? Or else you're not gonna buy anything if you went there with some empty wallet's owner ? Hahaha . Damnn . I went there with my father and nabil . We walk around the Parkson at S. Parade because the reason i went there is to search for some jeans . After flaws and all , I've bought two jeans . At first i thought of buying just one but my father ask me to take two instead . Awesome ! Then , my father ask , why don't i buy some shirts ? God . I was electrify . Haha . So i was like ' okayh ' ! Hehe . I've bought two Dorothy Perkins shirts . Damn *second damn of the day * Haha . Nabil was mumbling like hell , meaning : his effing bored . So we bought B.R. on our back home to my aunt's again . This is why i love taking a stroll with my father :)

A blast day with just the three of us♥♥♥ ends here .

Sunday :

My aunt's Birthday was yesterday but , we've decided to make it today . We've made a surprise birthday party for her at her daughter's *kak waheeda's and abg emir's*

We went there at 4p.m. and came back home at 12p.m. instead . It was a hell of fun ! Serious Shit ! Haha . Okayh , back to the main story . We gave a hand in decorating the party . That means , we blow our throats of just to get the balloons stuffed ! Haha . Later , we hang the balloons on the wall and curtains . The food was amazing ! There's pizza's , pie's , cupcakes , and another cake and even jellies with animal-shaped *Damnn cute and delicious too * Serious . Not lying ! Crossed my heart . Teheee ~ After the Hu-Ha , Hu-Ha part . My aunt came in and S-U-R-P-R-I-S-E ! She cried . Damnn , it's AWWWW moment now . Because every year we did the same thing but my aunt won't even noticing it coming . Hehe . We all teror simpan rahsia ! Haha . Laterrr , we went for S-W-I-M-M-I-N-G ! All of us turun padang . There's Eisra , Tisha , Nabil , Hazim *kids* ME , Azam , Kak Wanee , Kak Meera , Abg Mui , Abg Kiki and Abg Das *adults* while the others lepak-ing by the pool side . We race in the swimming pool , memang conquered habis ! Haha . Then went to my house , berebut tandas ! Haha . Funny . Later , they decided to karaoke but I've went home already because it's 12 already . All my cousins have finished their high school but as for me , I still have a long way there . Haha . But it's okayh , school is F-U-N ! :)

there's lots of beautiful moment , but i'll tell you guys on my coming post . Stay TUNNED !

take care dear readers , xoxo .